Well it's been awhile since I have written and I wish I could say that it's going to change anytime soon. Probably not.
I have hope that things will improve to the point that I have more optimism. I really want things to get better and we are going to be working on it in the new year. I am working on getting out the frustrations now so that I can start the new year in a better frame of mind to make things better from this point forward.