Back to fertility hoop jumping again

Well here we go again. I am back on provera to kick start the body so we can get going again with the while IVF process. It's been a long journey and a tough one to say the least. We took a huge break from all of it after the failed cycle due to the devastation of it all. But it's time to start again and it's scary as hell. I know the pain I will endure, I know what the physical and emotional costs will be for me and somehow I have to voluntarily put myself through it all again. Ugh. Hoop #1 started...